Me and Mom

Yea! Mom's always right... I think my mom is a great woman. Yea, every mom is. I just need to learn from her. Suck all the good stuff and throw away the ugly. Just wana share abit of my mom. I don't really like talking about her. But I just feel like it now. There's always good and bad in everyone. No one is perfect except God. My mom is one human alright. She can be a little off, but she loves me. It's late and tomorrow I got to go for IPN. I'm wondering what am I doing blogging at this hour.

Well, I just had an arguement about me coming home "late". Well, nowadays... Going home at 1pm is late alright. But, hehe... I came back at 2 on Thursday when and chat with my (church friend Dowan mention name). Chat chat about good stuff <--- about God and our lives. But came back late and kena marah. Argue argue and argue. Slept in my bitterness, wake up next day, next day also argue but less. Then died off. But I felt unsatisfied, winning the arguement will give me a percentage of the satisfaction HONESTLY! But I know, I won't get full satisfaction UNLESS, I apologise and repent before God and my mom. At last, did that this morning. I mean Saturday morning. Felt better, love that feeling. THAT also means I learn a lesson on coming home early. (At least try my best)

I hate rulez. I believe rulez are guidelines, but not something I MUST OBEY NO MATTER WHAT! I always believe there is an exception to rulez. Mainly at home la. :P My mom is a rule base mom. Meaning, she loves rules, she must be ON TIME. <--- I learn that from her. She loves to stick by the rulez. YES! You're right, she IS Super discipline. Hard working discribes her, discipline is her personality and she master's in routine. I'm probably the total opposite. :D She works a few jobs to pay for my college diploma course, feed me, clothe me, provide a roof for me, plus she sometimes got to tolerate my stupid mouth that can go really out of hand (I won't go further). Sometimes I think, what an ungrateful son I am. Words will fail to discribe my naughtiness and my mom's long-suffering, perseverence, faith, love and hope in the Lord Jesus Christ who is our Father. He is Jehovah Jireh our provider. My source of strength, and I believe my mom's source of strength.

I love my mom. Just that I seldom tell her that. Some times I just think and say the opposite. But darn! I can't run away from that fact that deep down inside I.... do, love her. I hate saying that I love her. Makes me sound so gay. Eekkk... So geli la... I don't care. Therefore I say more until I jelak and not geli anymore, I love my mother, I love mom, I love mummy. Argh... Geli! I shall stop.

I just can't express, how great, how strong, how loving, how forgiving, and how grateful and especially how Important she is to me in my life. Sigh... I wana be a better son. God help me. Lighten her burden by me being more like You and less like myself. I love You God, I thank you for mom. I just wana appreciate her infront of all my friends and family and You. And I also wana give my final and most appreciation to You Father, for giving me my mom and being with my family. Thanks!

Comments

Simon said…
you are indeed blessed my friend! your mom is awesome!

im very blessed by your mom's generousity, and that is something that has rubbed of on you, so you're not that bad afterall :)

but still noob la
6:21 AM
Juan said…
Awww... so sweet...
*pinch cheek*
1:06 PM
JoshTong said…
Aiks... hahaha.. Thanks
7:53 PM
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