And You move me AGAIN!

Move Me
Michael Gungor and Israel Houghton

And You move me
Just when I thought that I had it all together
And You move me
Just when I thought things could not get any better

I am ready come and move me once again
I am ready come and mvoe me once again

And You move me
Closer to You closer to Your heart
I see clearer so much clearer than before
And You move me

And You move me
From the comfort that I've come to know and love
And You move me
To experience the sovereignty of God

Come move me once again
Come move me once again


I love this song. Not only the music sounds really awesome, but the lyrics spoke to me. I think that is what God's doing in my life. Just when I'm getting a little comfortable, He "kicks" me or move me to another phase which is like moving to a higher level of difficulty in a game. Going through life without much of a feeling of God's tangible presence or I think not at all.

I ask God last night, Saturday night. I couldn't sleep. Really couldn't. I ask Him to assure me that I'm in the right track. That I'm going the right direction. Then some one told me this. "Joshua as you led worship last Sunday, I just saw this word brokenness. I believe that God wants to use your brokenness to bless people for His glory." I'm thinking to myself "THAT'S exactly it!" And this person first time give me this kinda word wan. I don't really know her. From my church. Ai Mei if I didn't get her name wrong. I really thank God that He cares for me and sends people beside me to support and love me and assure me and be real family and friends that I can belong.

Oh btw, tomorrow is my exam. First paper accounts. Then next paper not sure. hohoho... Please pray for me.

Yea, I'll be going to Chennai, India. Yes, I bought my ticket in faith and all. But I always believe that if God wants me there, he will provide. And pls... Money isn't an issue in God's kingdom.

I'm going to miss all of you. I'm really going to miss you all. I love to be with you guys. The missing part is already taking place now. Man, I must get internet connection there so can report back and tell story. :P Hope you guys do well, and keep on walking with God whole heartedly. Scary got to do KLTI homework there man. Stress, go there give give give I really dunno what to expect man. All I know is that His grace is sufficient for me even when I'm really feeling like I'm going to die.

Well, I think I better sleep now. It's getting late and I have to wake up 7am+ tomorrow, mom fetching me to college to go exam. Lord, I pray that I'll do my best. And I ask that You help me. I pray for Your favor to be upon me. Help me always be humble and teachable in all I do, I wana honor You. Amen.

Special thanks to these people during this period in time: Eddy for much transportation so helpful and faithful and teaching me much valuable stuff. Alan, who was with me doing my English thesis and just to be with me. Your company is much appreciated. Miow Mae Mae for just being THE ultimate cat. Thanks for the sweet caringness in you and also Yunika. Thanks for caring. Kenneth for helping me in my badminton and getting me back in my form and offering me more than what I could expect by letting me join him in his "training sessions". Desmond for the nice Pinang makanan. Janelle for going through all the trouble with getting all the visa's and the air ticket ready for Chennai. Simon for helping me for my special which is next week and the person I'm going to be with the next month. Just wana appreciate all those who post comments in my blog and encouragement and correction to me. I really thank God for you guys that makes me feel that I'm not alone in going through my life. I thank God for His love for all of us and I pray that together we all will grow and know a little bit more about Him.

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