My December

January starts a new year
Of things I won't forget
Following the foots steps of Another
With no clue to what's ahead

Where can I run that You don't find me
Where can I hide myself from shame
Into the deepest of oceans?
Or to the highest of mountains?

You found me where I am
You stop by and lend a hand
Moving on I will remember
To let go my December

Things are not what I perceive to be
Lean back and enjoy the grapes
Growing up is never easy
All I can say is "Spirit, help me"

Where can I run from my destiny
Where can I hide my face from pain
Is this what You've called me for?
Now I'm in the "lost YET found" box

Coz You've found me where I am
You drop by and lend a hand
Moving on I will remember
To let go of my December

Moving on I must remember
To let go of my December

December here is talking about my childish ways. God is teaching me to grow-UP and growing up = more responsibilities, stress (sometimes), prioritizing, and doing grown up stuff. =P It is very obvious in my college life now. But thank God the phase is going to be over!
So here am I, in a not very nice transition to 'oldhood'/young-adult as I'll be 20... Sometimes I feel like I really can't do it. The stress is abounding and my prioritizing/time management skills is hopeless! But so far, just hanging by a moment here by God's grace. Can't wait to graduate!!

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