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So long since I've blogged. Many things happen lately. Many personal changes and many things to learn and have learned. Too many things to blog about and so little time. But since I have 15mins in my com lab now before the next class starts, I'll just share some of my thoughts.
I'm currently reading the book of Matthew to start a regular habit of bible reading and quiet time with God every night. It's been great. Some thing that caught my eye as I was reading the part where it says seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you.
And earlier it was talking about things that we shouldn't be worried about ie. clothes, food, etc. Well, I experienced a glimps of that. As I keep my eyes on Jesus and His words, and slowly developing an awareness of Him, things just fall into place.
Yesterday night as I was reading, my mom just came in and told me that she has already talked to my bro about 2 things which is the table light for me to do my reading at night, and a new computer (coz my old one is dead). I truly appreciate those things but my heart wasn't too excited as to last time I probably wouldn't be able to sleep or something. The pass week has thought me alot about God and discovering a little more about myself. I am enjoying myself while doing what's edifying. Although not all the time *wink* But I'm so blessed to have friends who spurr me on in my faith.
UPSR just ended today. I'm sure there are many relief faces I'll see on Sunday. At least 3 I can think of off hand. Kendrick, Carmen and Jasmine. As I spend time with God at night, I was reminded of them going through their UPSR. So I prayed for them before I go to bed.
Tonight I'll be meeting Chee Mun in Sri Sinar as I forcefully find time to hang out with my non-church friends as much as possible. I kinda had an idea when the gospel of Matthew said that the Kingdom is forcefully advancing and must be forcefully laid hold of. I think it means to me that God's work is forcefully advancing in people's lives and in cities and nations. And am I going to forcefully take hold and run with what God is doing in my own life? Coz we are His Kingdom. Are we going to forcefully lay hold of what God has for us? Am I going to 'forcefully' make effort to meet up with new people that I don't normally meet? Am I going to 'forcefully' go out of my way/get out of my comfort zone to help a homeless man/women on the street? God have a big heart for the poor and the sick. Are we willing to look beyond ourselves, our comfort, even our feelings most of the time?
Just reflecting more and I just realized that I am the biggest noob one can find. I think God is stripping me slowly and pulling out the weeds carefully without damaging the good stuff. Honestly, after reflecting upon myself, take away my titles, my achievements, my goals, my all... I'm really a noob. I don't know nothing... Really. I'm just a boy in need of God's help and love. Seriously thinking, not just saying for the sake of saying, I'm nothing without God.
Is my life worth Christ death??
I'm currently reading the book of Matthew to start a regular habit of bible reading and quiet time with God every night. It's been great. Some thing that caught my eye as I was reading the part where it says seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you.
And earlier it was talking about things that we shouldn't be worried about ie. clothes, food, etc. Well, I experienced a glimps of that. As I keep my eyes on Jesus and His words, and slowly developing an awareness of Him, things just fall into place.
Yesterday night as I was reading, my mom just came in and told me that she has already talked to my bro about 2 things which is the table light for me to do my reading at night, and a new computer (coz my old one is dead). I truly appreciate those things but my heart wasn't too excited as to last time I probably wouldn't be able to sleep or something. The pass week has thought me alot about God and discovering a little more about myself. I am enjoying myself while doing what's edifying. Although not all the time *wink* But I'm so blessed to have friends who spurr me on in my faith.
UPSR just ended today. I'm sure there are many relief faces I'll see on Sunday. At least 3 I can think of off hand. Kendrick, Carmen and Jasmine. As I spend time with God at night, I was reminded of them going through their UPSR. So I prayed for them before I go to bed.
Tonight I'll be meeting Chee Mun in Sri Sinar as I forcefully find time to hang out with my non-church friends as much as possible. I kinda had an idea when the gospel of Matthew said that the Kingdom is forcefully advancing and must be forcefully laid hold of. I think it means to me that God's work is forcefully advancing in people's lives and in cities and nations. And am I going to forcefully take hold and run with what God is doing in my own life? Coz we are His Kingdom. Are we going to forcefully lay hold of what God has for us? Am I going to 'forcefully' make effort to meet up with new people that I don't normally meet? Am I going to 'forcefully' go out of my way/get out of my comfort zone to help a homeless man/women on the street? God have a big heart for the poor and the sick. Are we willing to look beyond ourselves, our comfort, even our feelings most of the time?
Just reflecting more and I just realized that I am the biggest noob one can find. I think God is stripping me slowly and pulling out the weeds carefully without damaging the good stuff. Honestly, after reflecting upon myself, take away my titles, my achievements, my goals, my all... I'm really a noob. I don't know nothing... Really. I'm just a boy in need of God's help and love. Seriously thinking, not just saying for the sake of saying, I'm nothing without God.
Is my life worth Christ death??
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